Everyday i wake up thinking when am I going to finish this 3 weeks. I miss you so much and I really do. You have been the drive in me for the past 1 week. Its really sucky to be in here sometimes where i have to study, run and do tonnes of stuff. Not going out to meet u or my parents is crazy enough. I know ur doing ok outside. Im sorry for any words or whatever iv just said that have hurt u ytd. I really didnt mean it.

AND IM REALLY SORRY DEAR!

Today 26 of april marks a step closer to book out. Things havent change the way you love me and care for me. I really really do appreciate it. Please do continue talking at night ok? Text me anytime of the day randomly. It somehow makes me feel lighter and better that you really do care. But its really up to you ok? you can send me a message through here. I love you and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I really hope you would understand and go through this journey with me. You’ve been the best girl that iv ever known. Insyallah, your religious class will help u through and understand more. I miss religious classes too. Im very very blessed to have you in my life, very blessed. Alright, I have to do area cleaning already. Text me or message me here anytime ok?

LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE,
FADDERS MUDDERS
SAYANG DIAAAA

ps: I cant open my torchlight battery cover and I am doomed for night navigation!